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abiotique
- pasa que pienso que eres una de las personas más increíbles que he conocido. letra de acero que admiro se acuerde de mí o no. la mía siempre te recordará con alegría y redondez. me pareces puro wow. me pareces babosín. me pareces entrañable, talentoso, amoroso, silábico fulgor... sé que una parte de nosotros siempre será nuestra. no te llamo amigo. no sé cómo llamarte. no te llamo otra cosa porque no me dejas. y está bien: simplemente eres, y eres para mí. te quiero. te quiero mucho.

- pasa que pienso que eres algo menos que infeliz. me causa dolor. quisiera abrirte a los colores espiral, esos que te sientan tan bien cuando te desprendes del mundo cálculo, del mundo igual. quisiera pasar más tiempo contigo, quisiera enseñarte caminitos hacia los destellos de ti misma. no es mi papel, claro, pero eres una de mis mejores porras... no hay forma de que no te quiera como te quiero y que quiera aventuras locas y hermosas para ti. me frustra un poco no poder romperte un poco. de igual manera: intento.

- llueve y no te siento. sentada en la sala del hospital me acordé de ti y lo inútil que es desear a alguien mentira y muro. la lluvia cae firme, elegante. estoy adentro, calientita, y me siento amada hasta los dientes por alguien que me está pensando enorme y paz. ves? estamos en otros lugares.

- silencio. me acuerdo de tus chichis y tus ojos tristes, de tu alma amiga y lo increíblemente herida que tanto aseguro estás. tiene años que no sé qué decirte. no hay nada que quieras escuchar. te veo hermosa caja de pandora. ojalá algún día bajes la guardia. eres más de lo que crees que eres, siempre lo serás. ojalá que alguien que admiras con todas tus fuerzas logre que lo veas por largo, largo tiempo, con largo largo amor.

- te quiero con las vísceras. estás y estoy y parece ser que nunca llegamos a ningún lado, pero no hay más persona a quien quiera como te quiero a ti. y quién sabe cómo te quiero, pero eres genial, y es por eso, por eso que te quiero, por ser muy tú siempre.

- te extraño. eres mi hermana. eres lo más. estaré cerca siempre, whatever siempre means or amounts to. quiero. y te quiero.

- ya no te extraño. ni a ti tampoco. son un par de hombres de calibre valioso, de absoluto respeto. los recuerdo con cariño. no tengo nada qué decirles realmente. no nos debemos nada. es como es.

- están ustedes, muchos de ustedes, pero se me acabó lo que tengo hoy. otros gestos ocupan mi mente, mi corazón. puedo en cantidades pequeñas. pero, significan. quiero que sepan que significan. habrá más letras, más y más.

- ah, casi me olvidaba de ti! eres muy cute y siento cosas bonitas por ti y no creas que no me doy cuenta de la máscara y la codicia, eh, pero eres... you're a puzzle, still. me falta tiempo contigo. it will amount to something, i hope something beautiful, eventually. me das buena espina, mujer laberinto.

Star Trek and Fanime
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I spent the morning reading fanfic and just slept in till 7:30AM (that is sleeping in to me!) I was looking up all the ST fic that's out, I was really hoping to see more Uhura/Spock fic or at least some gen with Chekov but all I find it SLASH! SLASHHHHHHHHHHHHH. This is not surprising, but good lord the ladies on tumblr are acting like this is a new thing. Kirk/Spock is so old school/end game. I saw the film twice with setsuna16 and dearly_beloved. There was fangirls; old school grannies crying hard tears during Kirk' dying scene, which must have made ONE of their days because the roles were reversed from the original.

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1 Logos / Pranking the Natives
2 Spock Drops, Kirk Jumps
3 Sub Prime Directive
4 London Calling
5 Meld-Merized
6 The Kronos Wartet
7 Brigadoom
8 Ship to Ship
9 Earthbound and Down
10 Warp Core Values
11 Buying the Space Farm
12 The San Fran Hustle
13 Kirk Enterprises
14 Star Trek Main Theme
15 Conway – The Growl (Bonus Track)

RS: dloaddddddd
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE the soundtrack! I highly recommend it!

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Fanime is next weekend. Really looking forward to the new area for the artist alley, it got moved to the massive huge tent-building-thing behind the convention. The artist alley is the highlight and the biggest draw for me to go to the con. I have tons of stuff I want to get done and want my niece to be commissioned. *_* Besides the artist alley, I want to go and see the Doctor Who, Sailor Moon, SNK and Disney cosplay gatherings. But otherwise I know close to nothing on what panels or guests are going to be there.

Challenge36, TheLittleGuy
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Word Count: 132
Rating: General
Original/Fandom:LOTR [Fourth Age]
Pairings (if any): Mistress Penda, Mistress Norethiel
Warnings (Non-Con/Dub-Con/Underage):None
Summary: Two cooks talk after a High Feast.

It was finally quiet in the kitchen of Emyn Arnen. It had been hectic during dinner with a king, a queen, a princess and a prince dining together. They might be family but a High Feast was required in these circumstances.

“I’m glad that’s over,” as Penda stretched out and wiggled her toes in front of the hearth. “How are your fingers?”

Norethiel shook her hands before answering, “Better now but I never want to pluck another duck.”

“I know but this had to be perfect. The king is her brother but there’d be whispers if any dish was not exactly prepared, cooked or seasoned. Next time, perhaps we can do a simpler meal after a day of hunting.”

“That would work since the game becomes the main part of the dinner.”

The Dreaded Synopsis and Other Ghastly Terrors
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I think writing is probably very similar to other crafts in certain ways. You start out with passion and little or no actual knowledge. Through practice, study, more practice, more study, you follow the age-old path from apprentice to journeyman to initiate to (one hopes) mastery. It's a long process, and if you don't have a deep-rooted love for what you're doing, you may reach a certain point, you  may even start making some money, but then you'll probably either abandon it, stagnate, or worse, go backwards. I think the same could be said for a lot of things; sculpting, carpentry, sewing, painting, designing clothes ... in general, that learning curve is pretty much the same no matter what you're doing.

Writing's a labor of love. Somebody (I think it was Stephen King) once said you have to write like a million words before you write anything decent. I believe it. If you don't love writing, chances are you won't get that far. I have tons of notebooks and typewritten fanfic-ish pages about 80's heartthrobs and metal bands that literally make me wince when I read them now. But that was my learning ground. I very rarely wince at recent stuff, unless I find I went somewhere too personal with it. I may not love everything I'm doing now, but I don't have the urge to burn or delete that stuff either.

I guess every now and then you just level up.

There's a pretty wide chasm between theory and practice when it comes to a lot of the standard writing 'rules'. Write what you know. Show, don't tell. BIC. Raise the stakes. Kill your darlings. Conflict, conflict, conflict. Etc., etc. etc. You can know these things, and apply them, but that doesn't necessarily mean you're applying them right. At least not at first. Every now and then some piece of writing lore or some mantra or bit of advice you've heard a million times just clicks and hits home. And every now and then you figure something out for yourself.

I just figured something out for myself.

In the age-old bloody debate between outliners and brainstormers, I fall on the side of brainstormers, usually. (Everything I've done has had a different process -I wrote one thing backwards, for instance- but that's a whole other topic. It's safe to say I'm a brainstormer.) I'm not sure it's the best approach, as it frequently leads to me painting myself into corners, getting stuck, facepalming, etc.,  but for me writing to an outline takes the life out of it. I think that's one of those things that just falls under 'to each their own' and there is no right or wrong way - only the right way for the individual.

I have to finish up five queries and synopsis over the next week or so, including two for incomplete WIPs. Usually I never do any of that stuff until I am done. But hey, opportunity knocks, so here I am today, writing the dreaded synopsis for something I'm not quite finished with yet. I'm several drafts in and at 105k, so the bulk of it is behind me, but I've still got missing pieces, worldbuilding to do, and plot holes you could drive a truck through. In other words, what I have left on this are the kind of key points that may not mean a lot more work word-count wise, but need to be just right in order to tie everything together.

Did I mention I hate writing synopsis?

Guess what? The damned thing just helped me fill in a few key gaps and sort out some pacing and sequencing issues, and just moved me a helluva a lot closer to nailing the Final Battle.

Lightbulb moment.

The next time I find myself headdesking while I am a good portion of the way through a project  that's when I need to write the synop. Because then the crafty storybuilder advicey stuff that's soaked into my brain over the years will just fill in the gaps.

I'm pretty sure that somewhere out there some author already said that in an interview. I probably even read it. But it didn't click until I experienced it.

Suddenly I no longer hate writing a synopsis. Well, not as much anyway.

Methinks I might have just leveled up ...

The other ghastly terror? There's a huge palmetto bug lurking somewhere in my apt. I'm sure at some point tonight my neighbors are going to hear a bloodcurdling scream coming from my apt. Sometimes I really really really really really hate living in Florida. Its wildlife is NOT OK. I HATE THOSE THINGS!!! Blech. Shudder.

Ok, I'm done now. Carry on.


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Colours passing through us - BY MARGE PIERCY
mirmusing
Purple as tulips in May, mauve
into lush velvet, purple
as the stain blackberries leave
on the lips, on the hands,
the purple of ripe grapes
sunlit and warm as flesh.

Every day I will give you a colour,
like a new flower in a bud vase
on your desk. Every day
I will paint you, as women
colour each other with henna
on hands and on feet.

Red as henna, as cinnamon,
as coals after the fire is banked,
the cardinal in the feeder,
the roses tumbling on the arbour
their weight bending the wood
the red of the syrup I make from petals.

Orange as the perfumed fruit
hanging their globes on the glossy tree,
orange as pumpkins in the field,
orange as butterfly weed and the monarchs
who come to eat it, orange as my
cat running lithe through the high grass.

Yellow as a goat’s wise and wicked eyes,
yellow as a hill of daffodils,
yellow as dandelions by the highway,
yellow as butter and egg yolks,
yellow as a school bus stopping you,
yellow as a slicker in a downpour.

Here is my bouquet, here is a sing
song of all the things you make
me think of, here is oblique
praise for the height and depth
of you and the width too.
Here is my box of new crayons at your feet.

Green as mint jelly, green
as a frog on a lily pad twanging,
the green of cos lettuce upright
about to bolt into opulent towers,
green as Grand Chartreuse in a clear
glass, green as wine bottles.

Blue as cornflowers, delphiniums,
bachelors’ buttons. Blue as Roquefort,
blue as Saga. Blue as still water.
Blue as the eyes of a Siamese cat.
Blue as shadows on new snow, as a spring
azure sipping from a puddle on the black top.

Cobalt as the midnight sky
when day has gone without a trace
and we lie in each other’s arms
eyes shut and fingers open
and all the colours of the world
pass through our bodies like strings of fire.

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AFTER I MOWED THE LAWN TODAY
chicago976
I started the day by eating breakfast. Then I mowed the lawn today. Now I'm in the public library typing this sentence on my Internet blog. I'm not sure how many people are reading this Interent blog. Still, I'm typing this Internet blog anyway regardless how many people are reading this. Writing entries in my Internet blog is very soothing and relaxing. Yeah, I heard of some people's lives being ruined based only on the content of their Internet blog. However, I doubt that such a thing will happen to me. At any rate, Sunday morning has gone away and now it's Sunday afternoon. And the day continues as the minutes continue to tick by.




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yay officially a degree graduate!!!
:')
such a memorable day.
our names were on the straits time too!
we even got to take a picture with the vice chancellor cause we are the first batch of business and environmental science students!

had a grad party at swissotel new asia bar and we booked a room too.
drinks + music + ......... PHOTOBOOOTH.
took tons of pictures at the photobooth!
then we did crazy stuff in the hotel room till 4+ in the morning.
it was so epic.

all in all,
i'm very grateful to have these people with me throughout my journey in uni life.
all the classes spent together with only the few of us with the lecturer.
and like Jac said, the late night last minute phone conferences we had the day before the exams.

If all goes well, i think it'll be really really very amazing if some of us can continue our studies together in the same course/school.

Hui Yun, Shi Min, Wilson, Jacqueline, Yan Ling, Sarah, Ellen, Rochelle and Sharmila
thanks for all the wonderful memories i had with you guys
good luck to everyone in the future!

and thanks to my friends, other uni friends (Bona, Gina, Ashlyn and Hwee Ee)
and especially my family for being there, supporting me financially and emotionally!


time to move on, with my next phase of life. it's still a bit unclear but im sure i'll get there eventually.


ps. all photos are on fb!

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nirinia
Oslo is breathtaking in spring. Trees in bloom, tiny birch leaves in green that boarders on neon, and the light is finally back. Every year, the transformation from bleak late winter to spring is a stunning surprise. I had a nearly religious Oslo experience a few days ago, which brought this on, at a breakfast lecture held by one of the big law firms. Their offices are at the top of one of the very few properly tall buildings here, and overlooks the fjord and the city. Looking out at the water, seeing the ferries pass between Rådhuset and Bygdøy, I remembered why I love Oslo. And later, walking through the city on my way home. I love cities, I don't think I could ever live in the country for any stretch of time.

The 17th of May (fondly known in English as 'Norway Day', really Norwegian Constitution Day) passed uneventfully. I was invited to a breakfast, but I woke up half an hour before I was supposed to arrive. And, as I am spending a week dog-sitting for my parents, I had to walk the dog first. So, no breakfast for me. But I did manage a long walk with Anton, got dressed in my bunad and went to Kristine and Are's for a hot dog party. The drawback of bunads is that they are all made with several layers of heavy wool, mine is no exception. And the 17th of May was scorching this year, the first really hot day of the year. I hung out of Kristine's window, trying to catch a draft. Pernille, who has a handy underskirt, took of her bunad and ran around in underskirt and blouse. The rest of us had to make do with hiking up our skirts and taking of our shoes. We had too much champagne, too many hot dogs; blisters and a headache to show for it all in the morning.

Saturday had nearly 30 degrees in the shade, I had a hangover and a dog to walk. I walked Anton, and braved grocery shopping. With half the population of Oslo, I spent 20 minutes in line. Today I slept in, made a huge breakfast, tried and failed to read law, walked Anton and cooked dinner. Where has the day gone?

Lightning Crashes
lorigami
Maybe it can rain all the time.



There are two trees near the corner of the backyard of the yellow house. One is a pecan, the other a sycamore. I thought we might lose them both to rampant wisteria, but now that we've mostly cleared the vines, the trees are starting to recover. They are very tall with most of the lower branches having been choked off. Today I noticed they have arched towards each other, making a little sky bridge. Or a green rainbow.

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